hey!

a few random thoughts from the day:

-quiet contemplation and reading is so good for you! i layed outside on a blanket for a good 2 hours today and read a book called "undress your stress"... it def gave me some new insights into how to not get so caught up in everything.
-did the buckley rounds today: visited tony, ran into ian, and ate dinner/hung out with schwab, joe, rich, & lauren. good times, def good times.
-now for the biggest part...

BETA RHO:
i don't even know what to say. all the things we went through, every step of the way TOGETHER... and now, it's all over. i am constantly reminded of footsteps... b/c i look back and i think that i def lost a lot of myself during those 8 weeks. i can't say that is a bad thing, b/c i am stronger and better b/c of it. but i know that it was my class that carried me through that. i know it was. they had me every single time. whether it was vocalized or just sitting in a room in quiet contemplation, and wow. it blows me away that i could possibly love 8 people this much. my class is a smaller division of a family i never thought could be real. the whole time, i was going through with my class thinking, yes, i have the best friends ever. but now? it's so much more. it is SO much more than friends. i love them, i can't even explain it.

ok i'm not making sense. lol. i've never been so happy to be this introspective!

...then again there will ALWAYS be that window in dayton...

till we meet again... :)