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Today was just such a bizarre day. I went to Auntie Phyllis' funeral. I wasn't especially close to her, but she was one of the elder members in our family that was just always around. She was a really sweet (and unfortunately, really sick) lady. She always thought of little things (graduation cards, Relay for Life donations, e-mails while I was at school) to brighten your day. I'm sad that she's gone, but somewhat relieved, because she was definitely fighting it for the past couple of years. She has been in and out of hospitals, and faced with so much, and that's not the kind of life she should have been living. It's a tough thing, but I know she's peaceful now.
(*big sigh*)
Jeff came down for the funeral this morning. It was so thoughtful of him, and I know my family will remember it in the times to come. I was very happy to see my family, and wished I didn't have to work so I could spend some more time with them. They're a really dynamic group of people... and every once in a while it takes a little tragedy to make you appreciate them more. I love my family, they really rock.
Tonight at work, I was thinking way too much. I brought a ton of insecurity on myself. I don't know why, it was just such a weird day! Everything made me think. I really have a bunch of things on my mind, and I'm just looking for a safe outlet to dump them all. Someone completely unbiased who will keep secrets and try to give good honest advice. One good thing, thought: Tony came through my booth tonight! He really made my night happier at work. It's always the little things that make it all worthwhile...
On top of it all, I am sad cause I missed the Southbridge fireworks. I was getting out of work as they were going on. I love fireworks. None for me this year... :(
I think it's time for bed. I'm EXHAUSTED from being up half the night with the crazy severe thunderstorms we were having. I can't even describe them... but I have never seen anything like them in my life. They were the scariest storms ever. And they definitely kept me up for at least 2 hours... which is why I am coming back to my original thought...
BED. Sweet dreams...
Today was just such a bizarre day. I went to Auntie Phyllis' funeral. I wasn't especially close to her, but she was one of the elder members in our family that was just always around. She was a really sweet (and unfortunately, really sick) lady. She always thought of little things (graduation cards, Relay for Life donations, e-mails while I was at school) to brighten your day. I'm sad that she's gone, but somewhat relieved, because she was definitely fighting it for the past couple of years. She has been in and out of hospitals, and faced with so much, and that's not the kind of life she should have been living. It's a tough thing, but I know she's peaceful now.
(*big sigh*)
Jeff came down for the funeral this morning. It was so thoughtful of him, and I know my family will remember it in the times to come. I was very happy to see my family, and wished I didn't have to work so I could spend some more time with them. They're a really dynamic group of people... and every once in a while it takes a little tragedy to make you appreciate them more. I love my family, they really rock.
Tonight at work, I was thinking way too much. I brought a ton of insecurity on myself. I don't know why, it was just such a weird day! Everything made me think. I really have a bunch of things on my mind, and I'm just looking for a safe outlet to dump them all. Someone completely unbiased who will keep secrets and try to give good honest advice. One good thing, thought: Tony came through my booth tonight! He really made my night happier at work. It's always the little things that make it all worthwhile...
On top of it all, I am sad cause I missed the Southbridge fireworks. I was getting out of work as they were going on. I love fireworks. None for me this year... :(
I think it's time for bed. I'm EXHAUSTED from being up half the night with the crazy severe thunderstorms we were having. I can't even describe them... but I have never seen anything like them in my life. They were the scariest storms ever. And they definitely kept me up for at least 2 hours... which is why I am coming back to my original thought...
BED. Sweet dreams...
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