Subject: Hating the off-season and PREPARATION.

I DESPISE the off-season for running. I have to say that my confidence level definitely goes way down... I feel like I am gaining weight, which I am, and I just feel worse about myself. Although I am definitely driven toward other things right now and don't have a lot of time to devote to running and working out and keeping myself in shape (and that is SO frustrating to me if you know anything about me at all!), I definitely miss it and think about it all the time and it kills me!

I can't wait to run again... I can't wait.

I am now concentrating on preparing for my interview on Friday. I have done all the pre-reading, a lot of research on the program, talked to a few people in the program, and collected all the necessary paperwork. I am nervous, but I think I will survive this experience. I really hope this works out for me... I don't think I've ever been this driven toward something that didn't even belong to me to begin with.

The next few days are going to be busy. I have to turn all of my student teaching stuff in a day early, so I have to bust my butt until Thursday. It's busy but hopefully it will all pay off...

Pray for this one right here... I really want this...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS KATHARINE!