9/29/2005

Subject: Long time no post.

AJ inspired me to write tonight. I was looking at profiles (as I often do when I am bored... if you have links in there, I have probably seen them, reviewed them, and judged them within a matter of minutes- sorry) and I came upon AJ's livejournal thingy, and I think it is by far the most badass thing I have ever seen in my life.

So I return to my blog. The comments still don't work, (I think that's because Tony doesn't work on my blog anymore) but it's all good- maybe I'll get rid of this one and start one up that actually works. Plus, I don't need comments anyway... right?

Sooo last Saturday I lost my phone and something went wrong with my car. It was a shitty day, except for the evening. I went to Trish, Em & Chris' and we ate dinner (made by Joe, Tristan, and Jason... mmmm) and then Trish & Em proceeded to get drunk, cry over The Notebook, and fall asleep. Chris and I laughed at the movie... it was good, but I don't think it was good enough to make me cry. Million Dollar Baby on the other hand... or any Disney movie (yeah I was a SAP when I was little... The Fox and the Hound? So SAD!!) will get me every time. After a shitty day, I cried myself to sleep and started mooching rides and phone usage off people the very next day. Crappy.

Lip sync is AMAZING... I was never much of a dancer type... ask my friends from home... but I LOOOOVE it. I wish I could do choreographed dances all day long. I definitely love to do this, and I hope we make it past the auditions. I totally regret not doing it freshman and sophomore year. In the past 2 years, my love for dancing has only grown... so much so that my friends from home don't even believe it. You are definitely reading the blog of the girl who used to sit through the whole semi/prom/anything with dancing. I used the occasions to dress up pretty and knock everyone off of their feet... and then sit. Sad! But now I have bruises on my knees and I get sweaty and gross and I practice with a few people for thirty minutes after our rehearsals are over... and that's at 10pm, so I must really like it!

Half marathon in T minus 9 days. 9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's not even a double digit. I am slightly TERRIFIED. I just found out that I have to finish in under 3 hours. I could have totally done it a long time ago. But I think I screwed up my training program (you know, the one that I designed myself and went into completely blind...) I didn't do too badly, but I think I need to get onto a Galloway or Higdon plan... one that actually tells me exactly what to do. I'll make sure to be on one of those bad boys before I attempt a full marathon. ANNNYWAY: back to the half... I am terrified. Any kind/encouraging words need to be sent NOW. The training is over... and now it's time to taper, relax, and get there mentally. I know I can run it... I KNOW I CAN.

Living with Kate is AMAZING and I love it!!! So relaxing and almost intimate... only living with 1 person certainly simplifies things... and doubles your fridge space! Love it.

What else can I talk about in a PUBLIC PUBLIC PUBLIC forum? (Clearly a reminder to myself to keep my mouth shut!)

I want my car and my phone back. Then I could call people and visit people and feel less stressed... frustrated... trapped... angry... lonely (sometimes- I'm a bit of a loner most of the time, but sometimes I need my friends) etc.

Adieu...

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