I can't do this much longer...

I don't know what to do. I can't put this on my fricken blog but it is midnight and no one is online so I can't talk to anyone. I am backed into a corner, and it's the worst corner I have ever been in. My dad... I don't even know what to do with him anymore. I can't be around him. LIFE GOES ON! My god, life goes on...

Please, grant me the strength to get through this alive

...b/c right now I don't think I can do it. I don't have it in me. I've never felt as incapable as I feel right now. Please...