Too stressed to sleep...
Sorry it's been so long. I've been having a lot of problems... It seems the stress level has risen at the house lately. For the most part, I cover them up, but this past week I have been doing a really lousy job of it. I've had nasty headaches. They hurt my whole head, my neck, and all the way down my spine. I get dizzy and lightheaded, and most of the time have to sleep until it goes away. It hurts so much that I cry. They come and go all throughout the day, and into the night... The stress around here is really interfering with everything: Home, job, eating, sleeping (Guess again why you see me online so much at night), everything. I feel kinda like I have hit rock bottom... again. I thought I was through with this, but I don't think the worst is over. I still have so many masked emotions about everything going on. It sucks, I wish I could just get it all out. I never realized the toll that emotional stress took out on your body. I feel like I can't deal with it anymore... but
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON I need to find my strength again...
I am going back to school Monday. This is bittersweet for me. My mom and Munchie are helping me move in. I'm really thankful for that: Munchie's Highlander can carry all of my big stuff, all my boxes can go in my Jeep, and my mom can ride with Munchie and hold my fish. Plus, I will have help for all the work I thought I would be doing alone. I am in the midst of packing. It's a mess, my room is gross. I will feel better when it is all moved into Jefferson 302... I will feel better when I am moved into Jefferson 302...
A few things: Congrats to Tony on starting at ESPN... Congrats to Girosky for being able to march with the UCMB this season... Thank you to Munch and Katie for tonight, I really appreciate it guys...
I'll probably hit the Blog once more before heading to UCONN. Until then..
adieu.
::6 more days::
Sorry it's been so long. I've been having a lot of problems... It seems the stress level has risen at the house lately. For the most part, I cover them up, but this past week I have been doing a really lousy job of it. I've had nasty headaches. They hurt my whole head, my neck, and all the way down my spine. I get dizzy and lightheaded, and most of the time have to sleep until it goes away. It hurts so much that I cry. They come and go all throughout the day, and into the night... The stress around here is really interfering with everything: Home, job, eating, sleeping (Guess again why you see me online so much at night), everything. I feel kinda like I have hit rock bottom... again. I thought I was through with this, but I don't think the worst is over. I still have so many masked emotions about everything going on. It sucks, I wish I could just get it all out. I never realized the toll that emotional stress took out on your body. I feel like I can't deal with it anymore... but
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON I need to find my strength again...
I am going back to school Monday. This is bittersweet for me. My mom and Munchie are helping me move in. I'm really thankful for that: Munchie's Highlander can carry all of my big stuff, all my boxes can go in my Jeep, and my mom can ride with Munchie and hold my fish. Plus, I will have help for all the work I thought I would be doing alone. I am in the midst of packing. It's a mess, my room is gross. I will feel better when it is all moved into Jefferson 302... I will feel better when I am moved into Jefferson 302...
A few things: Congrats to Tony on starting at ESPN... Congrats to Girosky for being able to march with the UCMB this season... Thank you to Munch and Katie for tonight, I really appreciate it guys...
I'll probably hit the Blog once more before heading to UCONN. Until then..
adieu.
::6 more days::
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