the first coherent entry in a long time...

today was the day of:
-my music app exam (it was neither good nor bad, hmm...)
-waking schwab up to eat then falling asleep for awhile
-crazy campus traffic, making me late to coventry, but getting my ass saved. thanks tony...
-moving essential dorm room items (microwave, fridge, tv, van seat, and fish) home... thanks schwab!
-having my car stolen (haha-- thanks beta rho boys, lol) but getting a t-shirt out of it
-going out for ice cream with jeff
-going to southbridge for the second time today
-learning to drive standard... and actually learning! and with no tears! (THIS WAS SO THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY!) (thanks jeff)
-going for one last hoorah (and enjoying it!) on sherman 3
-the boys of sherman 3 staring at galina at 2:00 in the morning... LOL!!!!!!!!!!
-being happy!

i don't know where i stand on a lot of things. i have so many uncertainties. but in the long run? i have a lot of things to look forward to. this summer is going to be another challenge... but i think i am ready for it. i have a lot of hope for this summer. i want to overcome the things that i am bitter about and learn to accept them. it's been a year, it's time. i'm ready...

i can't help it, i have so much hope and happiness right now that i want to cry... wait... is that bad? lol. what a great "last night"... indeed. alrighty. before i go overkill on the happy and hopeful and content thing... i am going to go to bed. tomorrow is another long day! the craziness of southbridge will be in full effect...

all i needed...

thanks for a great year, guys...