...sick...

after a week of absolute insanity on the cape, i am waking up this morning coughing and unable to swallow again and ugh, just feeling awful.

the cape was great. we had such a blast. i was rooming with schwab and joe consiglio, but joe only spent a few hours the first night with us. the rest of the time, it was me, schwab, emily, alicia, and james (for one night). for the record, kc and i DIDN'T make out, lol! but also for the record, the closest we came was kc sucking on my neck!! and for other record, tequila, though good, is the DEVIL. i had one shot my second night and 2 shots my third night and oh man... i felt it... and i got sung to on the third night too. whew, tough night. but! i didn't puke and i didn't cry--- yay!

yesterday was my recovery day, so i took the long way home. and by long, i mean 3 hours. i definitely ended up near boston, which, in case you don't know, is WAY north and WAY east of southbridge. oh well. the drive was good for me. i had my room for squares cd as well as the acoustic one that schwab let me borrow (both john mayer in case you didn't know) and so it wasn't like i was having music issues.

...i don't feel good, physically or emotionally. there are a couple things weighing heavily on my mind. i hate it when that happens! the only person who really knows the depth of this one is munchie. kate knows a little bit but i was more guarded with her. i don't know. what's the best thing for me?

maybe i'll go take a nap. it's only 10:30 am, but i need it...

...sweet dreams?