Subject: From work.

Yes, I am blogging from work, only because I feel like if I don't say anything right now, I am going to explode. We are COMPLETELY losing it in that room. We have some serious behavior issues that no one seems to think is very serious. I am so FRUSTRATED with just about every person except for Karen because she seems to be the only person who understands what happens every freakin day.

I've never hated a job as much as I hate this one. I would go back to the Mass Pike FOREVER if it meant that I never had to set foot into this place again. It's unbelievable and I hate it.

On a completely different note---

I have NO IDEA how I am going to balance...
Climbing
Full-time job (I'm looking for a good one)
EMS
Softball
Training for a marathon

And don't even mention my family and friends! I have no idea how I'm going to do it. After climbing last night, I think softball has become less of a priority... I've seriously fallen in love with climbing. I love the pain that I feel in my legs, arms, shoulders, and fingers every night when I come home. I have to admit that I must be a bit of a sadist to enjoy things like that, but the pain is really the best thing for me. It's great stress relief, honestly. Nothing makes me feel better than a hard run, a balls-to-the-wall climb, or a great weight-lifting session. It's everything that I want in my life- challenges, pain, loud music, comeraderie... it's perfect.

I can't wait to leave this place. This is my hell.