Subject: On a scale of 1 to 10...
Today I feel like a 4. Maybe.
I guess I can't complain too much because everything has been going really well and I have been really happy lately. But oh well, I am allowed to hit the bottom sometimes, right? Just let me sit here for awhile. I don't really know why I feel this crappy- it could be because I watched City of Angels today and that movie is depressing; it could be because my lease is up in about a month and I still have no roommate/apartment lined up; it could be because I miss my old roommate (Kate) so much, especially when I feel crappy and just want to sit on her bed and snuggle ;) (haha) while she does homework... ughhh I miss it. And with everyone talking more and more about going back to school......... well, I'm missing that a little too.
Tony, if you still read this, it's that "awful pit in the stomach" syndrome and it is not fun. I know this summer is going to be tough, being on different pages from everyone else, and missing all of my friends... but I don't want to have to go through it.
I guess I'll just keep on truckin'...
"How can you leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart? It reaches way down deep and tears you inside out till you're torn apart..."
Today I feel like a 4. Maybe.
I guess I can't complain too much because everything has been going really well and I have been really happy lately. But oh well, I am allowed to hit the bottom sometimes, right? Just let me sit here for awhile. I don't really know why I feel this crappy- it could be because I watched City of Angels today and that movie is depressing; it could be because my lease is up in about a month and I still have no roommate/apartment lined up; it could be because I miss my old roommate (Kate) so much, especially when I feel crappy and just want to sit on her bed and snuggle ;) (haha) while she does homework... ughhh I miss it. And with everyone talking more and more about going back to school......... well, I'm missing that a little too.
Tony, if you still read this, it's that "awful pit in the stomach" syndrome and it is not fun. I know this summer is going to be tough, being on different pages from everyone else, and missing all of my friends... but I don't want to have to go through it.
I guess I'll just keep on truckin'...
"How can you leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart? It reaches way down deep and tears you inside out till you're torn apart..."
