Subject: Still kickin...
HELLOOOO SPRING! Realize that along with that comes "Helloooo soreness" and "Helloooo eating healthier" and all that good stuff.
I have a confession.
I have been completely miserable lately in regards to my physical and bodily condition, and I talked to AVo and Laura about it the other night. It is pathetic. I have gained a lot of weight over the winter, and I just recently (as in yesterday) decided that not fitting into my favorite pants is pissing me off and I have to do something about it or I will go crazy. I am not one to let my body get out of control like this. I have been eating like shit, I have not been working out or running like I should, my body just looks and feels like complete crap. I miss the level of fitness I had for the rest of 2005... it was amazing, and I felt amazing as a result. Running is my thing... always has been, always will be... and I need to get back to it. Not just want to... I have a primal need to run. I NEED to run.
That being said... it is not going to be easy to get back into it. I have to eat better and balance my school work enough to get a few good runs in each week. I'm not going for mileage... I'm trying to get back into the stability of it all. I'm trying to balance my life out...
This inclused realizing where I was putting WAY too much of my energy: into people who literally feed off of my attention and then drop me like a bad habit. These people happen to be the same people who make choices that disappoint others. Well guess what: I am through with that crap. I've always been the one putting in the effort and the phone calls and the e-mails and putting together ways to hang out... I am DONE with that. It's over. And I feel so much lighter...
In the meantime, I feel like I am writing a thesis for student teaching. This class has been the single source of my stress this semester and I love it. I feel like I've grown so much as a human being as well as a teacher. Unfortunately, because of it, I don't have much time to myself or my friends... or my Blog.
A few random things before I go:
Walk the Line is an amazing movie.
Timmer stopped by last night and I love 24 nights with him!
Kate and I are CRAZY sometimes... and last night was one of them.
Baseball starts so soon... GO YANKEES!!
Till next time...
HELLOOOO SPRING! Realize that along with that comes "Helloooo soreness" and "Helloooo eating healthier" and all that good stuff.
I have a confession.
I have been completely miserable lately in regards to my physical and bodily condition, and I talked to AVo and Laura about it the other night. It is pathetic. I have gained a lot of weight over the winter, and I just recently (as in yesterday) decided that not fitting into my favorite pants is pissing me off and I have to do something about it or I will go crazy. I am not one to let my body get out of control like this. I have been eating like shit, I have not been working out or running like I should, my body just looks and feels like complete crap. I miss the level of fitness I had for the rest of 2005... it was amazing, and I felt amazing as a result. Running is my thing... always has been, always will be... and I need to get back to it. Not just want to... I have a primal need to run. I NEED to run.
That being said... it is not going to be easy to get back into it. I have to eat better and balance my school work enough to get a few good runs in each week. I'm not going for mileage... I'm trying to get back into the stability of it all. I'm trying to balance my life out...
This inclused realizing where I was putting WAY too much of my energy: into people who literally feed off of my attention and then drop me like a bad habit. These people happen to be the same people who make choices that disappoint others. Well guess what: I am through with that crap. I've always been the one putting in the effort and the phone calls and the e-mails and putting together ways to hang out... I am DONE with that. It's over. And I feel so much lighter...
In the meantime, I feel like I am writing a thesis for student teaching. This class has been the single source of my stress this semester and I love it. I feel like I've grown so much as a human being as well as a teacher. Unfortunately, because of it, I don't have much time to myself or my friends... or my Blog.
A few random things before I go:
Walk the Line is an amazing movie.
Timmer stopped by last night and I love 24 nights with him!
Kate and I are CRAZY sometimes... and last night was one of them.
Baseball starts so soon... GO YANKEES!!
Till next time...
