Subject: Today was a complete bust.

-Went to bed last night at 1:30.
-Classes were not cancelled this morning, neither was Mansfield so I still had to work.
-Was not happy to begin with.
-Walked 25 minutes to work only to find a completely empty building.
-Got really mad and walked 25 minutes home.
-Slept for an hour and a half.
-Went back to the same end of campus for my 10:00 class...
-Only to find a note on the door. My professor is sick, class was cancelled.
-Sat in a study lounge in CLAS to read for my 205 quiz.
-Got an 80 (yay for one happy thing today).
-Went to South for lunch...
-Only to find no one came to lunch today.
-Therefore I couldn't be swiped.
-Got pissed again and came home.

WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I MISSED ALL THE MEMOS TODAY?! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank goodness for Coheed & Cambria: Pissed off yelling music with a heavy sound is exactly what I have needed to get me through these past 2 weeks... what the F.

Overall assessment: So far, TODAY SUCKED.

Subject: My new goal... New as in "I just decided this last night."

I am going to run a half-marathon next year.

Shiiiiiiiiiit.

Subject: Crying and being sore!

So last night was incredible. I love all of my brothers and I am so happy to be back with them full time! Seriously, these guys are the best. And I don't think anyone has ever seen me cry quite as much as they have, AND they still love me, which is the best thing ever. And who knew there were people in the same boat as me? I thought I was the only one... it's crazy. (I kind of wish I was the only one on this one)

So I think it's great that CLASSES WERE CANCELLED TODAY because I am not actually sure I would have been able to walk to them. I went for a mile and a half run the other night before we played Dodgeball, and I was so proud of myself because it was my first time out in a long time and I didn't even die. It was actually enjoyable and felt really good. And the indoor track is my new favorite place, but that is besides the point. But anyway, I was so NOT sore yesterday, but when I woke up today I thought there were little elves inside my legs pulling and pinching muscles that should never be pulled and pinched. It's painful just to stand up! WTF! I was actually going to run again today, but at this rate, I would make it about 5 steps before I fell flat on my face.

So instead, I had ice cream for lunch (Ben & Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie... ooooh baby) and I am going to go over to Galina/Meg/Steph/Jackie (?)'s and watch movies and hang out and stuff. Best idea ever. Oh and I'm not gonna shower either, just cause I DON'T HAVE TO!

I sincerely hope you enjoyed this entry. :)